Okay, here’s what happened, Chad arrived in the office a bit late in the morning of August 8, 2013, He said he didn’t woke up early but the truth was, he bought a bouquet of flowers. He hides it in one of the room in our office, usually I take a nap in that room every lunch break whenever I feel sleepy. But on that day, I didn’t go over to that room to take a nap. I supposed to go there but I don’t know why I didn't and I just stayed in my area and there I took a nap. As days smoothly goes by... at around 6pm if my memory is correct. Haha. Chad told me that he need to go to Robinson's Manila to buy some supplies for the office together with kuya Zeus. Meantime, Ate Maricar, Ate Mitch and Ate Mae told us that they will go to Divisoria to buy some staff for M.M’s birthday. While Ate Flor asked me to go with her in Times Plaza to meet his friend.
OOOOOKKKKKKAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!
Well, that’s the only time that I got it, I got everything! It was a surprise! :) :) :) I started getting nervous and then, I started looking for him. I was nervous, excited and I couldn’t help myself laughing. Hahaha. :) Seriously, I am laughing so hard to at least easy the nervousness that I am feeling by that time. Actually, I don’t know if what would I feel, it’s like I’m not in myself that time, I feel like floating in the air and sobrang bagal mag-sink in ng mga happenings. I feel like I’m too slow in absorbing everything that's happening around me. In short, I am very LUTANG! :) Then, as we walked on by, I saw in the near end of the aisle ate Mitch handing over me a red rose with a note “I Love You”. They started shouting and laughing and teasing me since kinikilig din sila. Even strangers are looking at us and smiling. Then, there from a far was Chad, Ate Maricar, kuya Mike and ate Mae, handling a bouquet of roses. :)
While we are walking toward them, I feel my heart beats to fast that I felt my heart is no longer in my chest because of too much mixed of emotions: feeling nervous and happiness. Hahaha. Grabe! They are so genius and overwhelming sa pag-keep ng surprises. I never thought of something like that kind of surprise. That’s the very first time it happened to me. I was fond of surprises and sobrang kinikilig ako watching a videos with surprises BUT seriously, I don't want it to experience that way it happened. hahaha. But it did happened.
Hmm... while I was staring at him and the note, everything has sink in me, all of the things happened to us before that very kilig moment. Believe it or not, when we started as a friend or at the stage of getting to know each other, we already had been through a hard part of knowing every flaws of each other, of course, not everything but there was a big challenge that came over us that tests our trust, understanding and forgiveness toward each other. We’ve hurt each other already despite hindi pa kame. It also even affects his relationship with our common friends (referring to the complete gang in the above image).
At some point of time, I don’t actually know if I am already ready to be engage in a relationship again, since, I’ve been single for 2 years and 6 months, if I’m not mistaken. Hehe. Before I met Chad, there are guys who already asked and showed some feelings for me but then I was not really ready to be in a relationship yet. Then there was Chad, the most brave man I’ve ever met, despite telling him everything that I don’t like in a guy, he still manage to be courageous and fight for his feelings.
According sa mga friends namin, naka-hanap daw siya ng katapat, well, I guess, not every girl is the same. Whahahaha! :D hard to get kasi ang peg ko, WELL, all girls should be a HARD-TO-GET so we can prove if a guy is totally serious and in love with you despite the long waiting and struggle he will go thru just to get you. Siguro, pinahirapan ko nga talaga siya.. I believe it will be all worth it naman if he succeeded. I believe in a saying kasi na “YOU NEED TO HAVE FAILURES FIRST BEFORE YOU SUCCEED”. So binigyan ko muna siya ng failures bago siya magsucceed. hahahaha. Okay, I'm too hard on that. hehe. :) :) :)
That I am now ready again to give all my heart to this guy proposing to me. Yes, I am in love again.
I could feel that I am totally in love with this guy, Richard. ♥ :)